Monday 2nd April 2018
According to my app I’m 5 weeks pregnant today! I’ve readjusted the app in-line with the conception date, as my cycles are all over the place, so I’m looking at a due date of around 3rd December now. I can’t wait for the 12 week dating scan.
I’ve got a stabby pain today that feels like a UTI starting. Fingers crossed it will pass as I’ve just finished one round of antibiotics for my tonsillitis and I could really do without another round of them…
Tuesday 3rd April 2018
I had a horrible dream last night that I lost the baby again. Needless to say that I didn’t get a huge amount of sleep, so I’ve spent the day in bed trying to rest and get some work done. I took another test this morning, just to make sure, and it was a lovely bold positive, so I’m trying hard not to think about the dream too much and instead focus on growing this baby.
In-line with the visualisations, I bought something for Bun yesterday in Mothercare. It’s the cutest little rainbow sleepsuit for our rainbow baby, and I so hope that he or she will be wearing it in 8 months time.
Friday 6th April 2018
I had another dream last night that Bun was a boy. My brain seems to be convinced I’m having a boy.
I think the maternity jeans may be making a re-appearance tomorrow – I’ve been so uncomfortable in my regular jeans today that I had to unbutton them halfway through my photo shoot in the woods!
I’m having a lot of upset tummies at the moment. I’m really hoping it’s just a ‘growing-womb-pressing-on-bowel’ thing. I had the same with Busby’s pregnancy and our lost baby last year.
And whoa, I am tired!!! To the bone exhausted. I’d forgotten how the first trimester just knocks you out after doing the smallest of things.